PAL RAINE

Yesterday was a tough day. An eye-opening one—literally and emotionally.

We went to Brokenshire Hospital for an ophthalmology consultation for my mama. Lately, I’ve noticed how her vision is deteriorating. She’s been half-blind for a while now, and it breaks my heart every time I see her struggle with daily things—things that once came so easily. As a daughter, seeing your mother in that state does something to your soul. I just wanted to know what I could do to help.

We woke up early. We were hoping to see the first doctor we chose, but when we arrived at the clinic, it was already closed. Apparently, they were only accommodating ten patients that day, and we were too late. That was disheartening, but I didn’t want to give up.

So, I searched for another ophthalmologist within the hospital. That’s when I found out Dr. Libre would be available in the afternoon. I quickly messaged his secretary, asking what time the clinic would open. She replied, “3PM.” Since it was still early, we decided to go home and rest.

By 2PM, we were back at the hospital. The clinic was already open when we arrived, and the secretary handed me a slip of paper where I wrote down my mother’s details. Then the wait began.

We sat in that waiting area for about two hours. Time seemed to crawl, but all I could think about was: I hope this doctor can help us.

Finally, at 5PM, we were called in. After a few minutes, the doctor examined my mother. His findings confirmed what I feared—Mama has a cataract in her left eye, and the right eye is developing one too. His recommendation? Eye laser surgery on her left eye. The cost? Around ₱60,000+, even with PhilHealth coverage.

When I heard the cost, I didn’t know how to react.

I sat there, stunned. I wanted to cry, but I held it in. I wanted to be strong for Mama.

Pity. Helplessness. Worry. Love. All these emotions hit me at once. I looked at her—my ever-strong, ever-loving mother—and I felt a deep ache in my chest. I just want her to see the world clearly again. To enjoy life, to read her Bible, to watch her favorite shows, to walk without fear.

But where do I get that amount of money?

I honestly don’t know yet. But what I do know is—I will do everything I can. Because she’s my mama. Because she deserves to see life in full color again.

I’m writing this not just to share what happened, but also as a reminder to myself and maybe to anyone reading this: never take your sight—or your loved ones—for granted.

Mama, I promise you—I'll find a way.

I’ve always thought that Valentine’s Day was only celebrated every February 14th. Turns out, I was missing out on another day of love — May 20, or what many people call 520 Day, China’s unofficial Valentine's Day.

This year, I came across posts and hashtags celebrating “Happy 520” and was curious about it. So, I did a little digging, and to my surprise, I discovered a fascinating and heartwarming story behind the numbers.

What Is 520 Day?

In Chinese, numbers often have phonetic meanings. The number “520” (五二零, wǔ èr líng) sounds very close to “I love you” (我爱你, wǒ ài nǐ) in Mandarin. It became an online slang expression for love, especially popular among younger generations and couples in China.

Over time, May 20 (5/20) became a day when lovers exchange messages, confess their feelings, and celebrate romance — much like Valentine’s Day. Thanks to the power of the internet, this trend spread across Asia and even reached international fans like me who enjoy discovering cultural gems from around the world.

Fun Fact:

> Some couples even choose to get married on 520 because of the significance behind the numbers!

> I learned about 5/20 because of my favorite fandom—OhmNanon. The way fans celebrate this day, flooding timelines with hearts, photos, edits, and loving words, made me curious. And now, I find myself joining in, appreciating how fandoms can introduce you to new cultures, languages, and even heartfelt traditions like this.

Screenshot from their Weibo Account
Update: 5/20/25

Who and what is about OhmNanon?

The beloved Thai actor duo Ohm Pawat and Nanon Korapat, who gained fame for their unforgettable roles in Bad Buddy (2021), a BL series that touched the hearts of many. Their on-screen chemistry and off-screen friendship have built a global fanbase that continues to grow. Fans around the world celebrate OhmNanon not only for their talent but also for how they represent genuine connection, mutual respect, and unwavering support—perfectly fitting for the spirit of 520, a day dedicated to love and appreciation.

My Personal Take on 520

As someone who loves stories, culture, and anything that promotes love and connection, discovering 520 Day felt like finding a hidden treasure. I may be late to the party, but this is a celebration I’m happy to join — whether it’s romantic love, self-love, or love for family and friends.

Today, I decided to celebrate 520 Day for the first time. I shared red and green hearts on my socials — red for passion, green for peace — and sent messages to people I care about. It felt good. Like Valentine’s Day without the pressure — just the pure joy of love in its many forms.

What inspired me? None other than OhmNanon — a pair of Thai actors I truly admire. Even if they’re not a real-life couple, their bond, their chemistry on-screen, and their genuine friendship off-screen remind me how powerful connection can be. They’ve shown so many of us what it means to support, uplift, and care for one another — and that kind of love is worth celebrating, too.

Let’s Make 520 Day a Thing

Even if we’re not in China or don’t speak Mandarin, love is a universal language. Celebrating 520 is a beautiful way to connect with others, share kindness, and embrace the little joys that bring us closer. So, here’s a virtual hug from me to you: